Questions
May 8th, 2008 by ali
Saturday is Anna’s birthday. I want to celebrate her life, to be proud of what she accomplished, to be happy for the time that she was here. I AM grateful for her love and friendship.
So why am I crying and missing her so much? Why am I still angry at her for dying? Why does it still hurt so deeply that it feels like my chest will cave in with every breath? Why can’t I just let her go and accept that she’s an angel driving the big rig of her dreams?
It comes and goes. Most of the time, I’m fine. Every now and then, I’m an emotional wreck.
Today is just one of those days.
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May 8th, 2008 at 6:09 pm
loving you, friend, loving you!
May 9th, 2008 at 6:47 am
Oh hun, I love you.
Jenn
May 9th, 2008 at 11:46 am
@barbara and @Jenn — Love you, too. I’m grateful that I can call you friends. You both mean so much to me!